"CRUCIBLE" LYRICS

MEANT TO BE
© 2004 Trinity Demask

Some days I skate, speeding on the ice
Others are one foot in front of the other
Sometimes I'm in love with my life
But today I'd give anything, anything for another

I haven't the strength to raise my face
To the warming sun that lights my day
I haven't the time to consider
The weather could turn some other way

But you'll come along
You'll come along…

You've got something I need
You know how to be
In each moment in its precious space
I wanna learn to believe
Learn how to see
That I'm exactly in the place
I'm meant to be

I know it's wrong, always reaching for something
Never satisfied with all that I've earned
Never stopping to see that I have all that I could ever need
Sometimes gratitude and faith are the hardest lessons learned

Yesterday's gone,
There's no reaching behind
Tomorrow's an illusion
It's all in your mind
Now is the answer
Now is the time

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar, electric guitar, bass
Tim Demask: drums
Cara Cantarella and Cindy Cable: backing vocals


BLACK BRAID (Lottie's Song)
© 2003 Trinity Demask

I wear this black braid to remind myself of you
It keeps me grounded and mindful of the magic I can do
In a literal world where little of the spirit is true
I hold my cards close and place my bet on the legacy of you

You knew hardship all of your days
Poverty, nine children, your wedding vows betrayed
Did you hear the thunder in your soul when you prayed?
The song of your people holding darkness at bay

Strength, courage and independence were found
Even steps made on unfamiliar ground
Still you traveled knowing where your future was bound
Sing your evolution and dance for sweet is the sound

U ne la nv hi U we tsi
I ga gu yv he yi
Hna quo tso sv Wi yu lo se
I ga gu yv ho nv

When I feel defeated in the dark of the night
I hold to your example like a shadow to moonlight
Red river running through an ocean of white
Deep down it speaks of a truth beyond our sight

I wear this black braid to remind myself of you
It keeps me grounded and mindful of the magic I can do

Bridge lyrics are first verse of "Amazing Grace" in Cherokee
Trinity Demask: vocal, backing vocal, acoustic guitar, uyot rattle
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar, high-string guitar, bass
Tim Demask: drums
S. J. Tucker: backing vocal


WESTWARD BOUND
© 2005 Trinity Demask

Looks like a good day for beginnings
So much is slipping away
Gotta fill this void with something
To keep the fire burning, live to fight another day

I lost my sense of direction
And I don't know who to believe
The practical thinker, the hopeless dreamer
Are waging a war inside of me

I'm leaving my troubles in my rear view mirror
No one ahead to slow me down
I'm chasing faith as the miles roll by
I'm westward bound

Out here there's hope in the silence
Redemption in the coming dawn
Beauty always finds us somehow
Whether we heed it or not

Sometimes space is all you need
To find the person you're hoping to be

Don't ask me where I'm going
I couldn't tell you if I knew
This destination is a moving target
The sunset is calling, gotta get a better view

Trinity Demask: vocal, backing vocal, acoustic guitar, shaker, tambourine
Tom Demask: backing vocal, acoustic guitar, bass
Tim Demask: drums


THE BALLAD OF MARY MAGDALEN
written by Richard Shindell
© Richard Shindell Music (ASCAP), administered by Bug Music

For more information visit www.richardshindell.com

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar


PRAYER OF INTENTION
© 2004 Trinity Demask

From darkness wakes my intention
A spark upon the cloth of night
Striking from the heart's invention
Illuminating thought to life

Mother, bless my own intention
Father, guide my aim to right
Set my heart to hold compassion
Set my hands to carry light

Ease the burden of my doubting
Faith and patience follow me
Teach me ever how to trust thee
Keep my soul forever free

From the chaos this intention
Born of truth and love shall be
Bring to full manifestation
So it is, so mote it be

Trinity Demask: vocal, backing vocal, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, chipli
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar, electric guitar, bass, djembe
S. J. Tucker: backing vocal


BELIEVE
© 2007 Trinity Demask

I believed you that first night
When you saw me hiding in plain sight
I wanted to hear it more than was right
I wanted so much to believe

If nothing else I was sure of me
Sure of you and what was meant to be
Now I don't know what to believe

I never saw the ghost in you
Cold and faded, black and blue
Who turned from hope, the phantom who
Could not believe

Why do we put so much faith
Into something that was made to break?
When it only seals our fate, we believe

When I wake you're already gone
A new horizon, another dawn
Another truth to settle on
Will it set you free?
What will you believe?

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar


DEAR JOHN
© 2004 Trinity Demask

Dear John, has it been so long?
Seems like yesterday you were starting over
How the years, they've flown by
Leaving me lately to wonder

Much has changed since you left us empty
Silent with disbelief
You'd think we'd learn from your example
How precious is peace

Oh John, you wouldn't know this place
The names, faces and skylines have changed
But you'd recognize the embrace
Suffering and injustice remain the same

I wonder what you'd say
Would your wisdom see us through?
There are voices raised each day
Maybe those who cannot hear would listen to you

Oh John, you might envy our times
So many ways to make a stand
The truth still bears consequences
But we've begun to face them hand in hand

Perhaps in your absence
Something's been achieved
We are coming together as one
And we are learning to believe

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar, electric guitar, bass
Tim Demask: drums


HUMAN RACE
© 2004 Trinity Demask

Listen up my friends
Don't you know there's something wrong
We've been numbed, dumbed, disempowered
And silent for too long
Those who lead us have not earned our allegiance
They have only bought the right
We are marching, sheep to the slaughter
Going down without a fight

We've grown fat on the suffering of strangers
And rich with all they lack
The cars we drive, the food we eat
The very clothes upon our backs
What do we return or offer
To set the balance right?
Find the level ground in kindness and compassion
Not in ignorance, arrogance, or military might

If we could just see beyond the lies that we foolishly embrace
See beyond the subtleties of difference and become the human race
We are one human race

Complacency has numbed our senses
To a fog of apathy
Has our freedom earned us the right
To live without honor and die without dignity?
There is no heroism in this "patriotism"
It's just a game of "us" and "them"
Let's get the story straight, learn to cooperate
Find a way we all can win

There is no safety in the rules we write
Commandments never purged the sin
There is no shelter in the walls we build
They will only box us in
Wrists extended for the chains, handing over the reins
For the falsehood of security
It isn't hard to find the truth to which we've been blind
Fear is our only enemy

Even the brightest colors bleed, may they fade to a paler shade of peace
And help us see beyond our differences and become the human race
We are one human race

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar, bass
Tim Demask: drums


HERE
© 2005 Trinity Demask

Home, sweet home
My nemesis
Vampire lover, whisper another
Judas kiss
For I am returning
Though not in defeat
Neither victorious, but this is the end of us
You and me

From these fields of youth grown deep and wide
I will leave your memory behind
You will find me free of the fear
You will find me here, you will find me here

A decade ago
I flew from your side
A fledgling I seemed, winged with a dream
And nowhere to hide
Gone from your judgment
Free of the post
Justice overdue, I have come to
Bury your ghost

Do you welcome
Your wayward one?
To sum up my measure, trash or treasure
See what I've become
For I am returning
Each moment more near
Awake from your dream, I'm severing
Your hold on me here

Trinity Demask: vocal, backing vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: electric guitar, bass
Tim Demask: drums
Kailin Yong: violin


ZOMBIE
written by Dolores O'Riordan
© Universal - Songs of Polygram International, Inc.

For more information visit www.doloresoriordan.ie

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: backing vocal, electric guitar, bass
Tim Demask: drums


LAST GOODBYE
© 2004 Trinity Demask

He waits for you when his mind is his own
Afraid of the end, afraid to be alone
It's hard to find the monster, now he's victimized by time
Still he shadows the lost child huddled in your mind

What is a father's love worth?
Has forgiveness swallowed the hurt?
Who knew love could come so far?
Everything he lacked made you who you are

Now all of your tears have been cried
And you're holding on for an answer why
Before the last goodbye

You come to him now on terms of your own
Afraid of the end, afraid to be alone
You hold his hand and a bridge is made
No words to heal the silence stretching further than the grave

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar, electric guitar, bass, ebow
Tim Demask: drums


THIS I CAN DO (November 4, 2008)
© 2008 Trinity Demask

I'd lost heart when you asked me to believe
Gone so long, but you say it's something we need
I'm down, but not broken, this much is true
You asked me to rise up, this I can do

I may be tired, but I'll find a second wind
Where I can open my heart to hope again
Cuz you've shown me the way to something new
You've asked me to follow, this I can do

It's a long climb to the top of the mountain
And I've been forgotten where the shadows are deep
But when your voice rings out in the darkness
I find the courage to carry my dreams

I'm reminded of the faith that remains
So I'll till the soil for the seeds of change
On a cloudy day, I can see skies of blue
I can imagine, this I can do

I ain't got much, but I can give more than you know
When I raise my eyes to tomorrow
I can make a difference, I learned that from you
Yes I can, this I can do
Yes we can, this we can do

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar




"VENUS IN RETROGRADE" LYRICS

COME UNDONE
© 2003 Trinity Demask

I knew one thing from the beginning
The path of love can be unforgiving
It's strewn with dangers, real and imagined
Filled with mysteries we can't fathom

When I caught your eye
I wasn't asking why
I failed to see the signs
Honey, you can't begin
To know the mess we're in
Somewhere we crossed a line

Lady Love will not be denied
She's got too much power and too much pride
Somehow, some way we two will be one
When all is said and come undone

Love don't ask 'bout your situation
Doesn't wanna hear your explanations
Maybe falling in love wasn't your intention
You didn't bargain for this cosmic intervention

You let your feelings slip
Sweet poison from your lips
And I reached for your hand
This storm will pass us by
And you'll know the reason why
We had to make a stand

Lady Love will not be denied
She's got too much power and too much pride
Somehow, some way we two will be one
When all is said and come undone

Give in to your heart and let your worries go
'Cause the heart has its reasons which reason cannot know

Lady Love will not be denied
She's got too much power and too much pride
Somehow, some way we two will be one
When all is said and come undone

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: backing vocal, acoustic guitar, bass, bouzouki
Gig Sassano: drums


AVALON
© 2001 Trinity Demask

Desert coral watercolor skies
Over endless plains slipping past beneath the sunrise
Silent horizons soothe the madness from your mind
And ease the dark reminder of the pieces left behind
On the road to Avalon

Somewhere in this unfamiliar place
Lies your sweet surrendered vale of grace
Further from the parched and blinding whiteness of the pain
Closer to the clarity, the blessed kiss of rain
That falls in Avalon

I know She waits for you tonight
Her stillness, forgiveness burning bright
And I know Her touch can bring this to an end
And your truth will find you whole again
Tonight

I wait among the shades of green and gray
Heavy with the words you could not bring yourself to say
A passion-painted sunset fires dreams of me and you
Their only hope an answer on a road retraced anew
On the road to Avalon

The night is calling
The miles are falling away
Avalon

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar, bass
Gig Sassano: drums


SWEET THE OPEN ROAD
© 2001 Trinity Demask

Here I stand at the edge of the dawn
Counting moments like hours
Taking steps in the only direction left
Hoping to find my way home

I once believed in a place at the end of the rainbow
Destination complete
But I know now the journey's the answer
To the truth that we seek

Midnight blue the mile
Worn and weathered this suitcase of dreams
Soft the fading denial
Sweet the open road

Elation and fear are dancing together
Their rhythm a pulse in my heart
As I wave goodbye to the demons of compromise
And welcome a brand new start

Midnight blue the mile
Worn and weathered this suitcase of dreams
Soft the fading denial
Sweet the open road

Mirror, mirror, what can you tell me
That I haven't told myself?
I've denied you, cursed and defied you
Surrender gained my release

Here I stand at the edge of the dawn
Counting moments like hours
Taking steps in the only direction left
Hoping to find my way home

Midnight blue the mile
Worn and weathered this suitcase of dreams
Soft the fading denial
Sweet the open road
Sweet the open road

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: backing vocal, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, bass
Gig Sassano: drums


HERE WITH YOU TODAY
© 2002 Trinity Demask

Lost innocence, paradise found
Clear blue sky, cold hard ground
Skinned knees and bruised behinds
False starts and finish lines
But I am here with you today

Far-fetched dreams, close calls
Open roads and brick walls
The silences that stilled me
And the broken hearts that healed me
But I am here with you today

For all the times I've questioned the path that rose ahead
And all the times I've wondered where the other road had led
All the timely misfortunes, all the turns that left me open
Decisions that I feared from opportunity had led me astray
Have led me here to you today

Sweet nothings, sour notes
Winning smiles, losing votes
Tight jeans and baggy sweaters
Rumpled sheets and crumpled letters
But I am here with you today

Early mornings, endless nights
Winning wars and losing fights
Waking hungry, sleeping sated
All those goddamned jobs I hated
But I am here with you today

Joy rides and broken-down cars
Searching for clarity in smoky bars
Desert sun, icy rain
Hearing that same old song again
But I am here with you today

Bad luck and good advice
Feeling certain, thinking twice
Cold hellos, warm goodbyes
Smiling through the tears in my eyes
'Cause I am here with you today
I am hear with you today

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar, bass
Gig Sassano: drums


THE DISTANCE BETWEEN YOU AND I
© 2003 Jim Harris and Gabe Rhodes

Dead man falling into light
A silent rose on an endless ride
The distance between you and I
Echoes off the mountainside

The distance between you and I
The color of a curving sky
The tablecloth, the candlelight
Wine that wraps around the night

Like a dream you can untie
The distance between you and I
Sleeping at the edge of sight
Wingless with a will to fly

A map made of a wordless life
Like deep, deep water flowing by
The bridge across what divides
The distance between you and I

Like a dream you can untie
The distance between you and I
Sleeping at the edge of sight
Wingless with a will to fly

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: backing vocal, acoustic guitar, bass
Gig Sassano: drums
Michael Shay: cello


WHATEVER IS
© 2002 Trinity Demask

Wishes grown
To brittle, dry fruition
A change in my position
Could send them up in flame
But I wait
And hold to what I've known
Keeping all I own
Safe and pretty much the same

'Til the sweetness
Fades from what has been
'Til the walls are closing in
And the air's too thick to breathe
Shelter seems
Suddenly a prison cell
If I could find a wishing well
I'd pray, oh I'd pray for some release

Let the days roll by like thunder
Let the nights fall down like rain
There is one sure thing you can count on
Whatever is is gonna change

Seeds of creation
Waiting in the wings
Fearless little things
They are stronger than my fright
And they slumber
Dreaming with a vengeance
Wearing on my patience
'Til I crumble and let in some light

Let the days roll by like thunder
Let the nights fall down like rain
There is one sure thing you can count on
Whatever is is gonna change

Yesterday
I held to you so tightly
Giving in finally
To faith in what could be
Where one door closes
Another's standing open
Standing wide open
And I can see, yes I can see the other side

Let the days roll by like thunder
Let the nights fall down like rain
There is one sure thing you can count on
Whatever is is gonna change
Whatever is is gonna change
Whatever is

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: backing vocal, acoustic guitar, bass, bouzouki
Gig Sassano: drums


MAKE IT PLAIN
© 2002 Jim Harris

Caught the sunrise, breathed the rain
Wondering if you'd ever come back again
I'm trying somehow to make it plain

Shadows anchored to the wall
Emptiness, it fills the halls
I'mm trying somehow to make it plain

I don't care where you're going
I just hope that you're showing up home

Memories wade through the stream
Faces echo and roses dream
I'm trying somehow to make it plain

That living and loving you
Are all the same
I'm trying somehow to make it plain

I don't care where you're going
I just hope that you're showing up home

Caught the sunrise, breathed the rain
Wondering if you'd ever come back again
I'm trying somehow to make it plain

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar, bass
Gig Sassano: drums
Michael Shay: cello


TRUE NORTH
© 2001 Trinity Demask

"Girl, won't you come in from the rain"
I heard that smile warm your voice
And I surprised myself, shrugging off the cold
Like I'd always had the choice
Like the ground below could hold me
Under the impact of a stranger's tender word
Oh, we have surely met outside ourselves
You're the melody I've heard

I found in you
True north
An unlikely angel
Cast upon my shore
Weathered and wild
You're both storm and shelter
And I found in you
My true north

Did you see the aching need?
Could you feel my hunger grow?
Or were you too far from the memory
Of the dream to even know?
How you woke it up inside me
Revealed the unobstructed view
I didn't know that I had lost my way
But you knew, yes, you knew

I won't pretend to know the wherefores and whys
Of the timing, of deserving, of the price
Providence held my hand, gazing through your eyes
This time, this time, I will try

And I see you out there sometimes
It seems your weather's always fair
And I wonder if you'd know me
Without the rain to take you there

I found in you
True north
An unlikely angel
Cast upon my shore
Weathered and wild
You're both storm and shelter
And I found in you
My true north
I found in you
True north

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: backing vocal, acoustic guitar, bass
Gig Sassano: drums


SPACES IN BETWEEN
© 2002 Trinity Demask

Another sad song threads its way through the din
The waitress brings another drink, her smile growing thin
And I hold your memory like a gambler holds his bluff
When faith in his hand is not enough

Were my arms not open wide enough to catch your fall?
Was my heart not open wide enough to give you all?
All that was not as it seemed
All the hopes we dared to dream
All that could have been is here within me
In the spaces in between

If I only knew then what I know now
A breath of certainty would've been welcome in the madness going 'round
I'd grasp that part of me cowering behind
And take that leap of faith with no free fall on my mind

All that was not as it seemed
All the hopes we dared to dream
All that could have been is here within me

It's a long walk home, no comfort to be found
Beneath a faithless moon, she's horizon bound
Under the same sky, are you walking tonight?
Holding me to your heart, in spite, in spite...

Were my arms not open wide enough to catch your fall?
Was my heart not open wide enough to give you all?
All that was not as it seemed
All the hopes we dared to dream
All that could have been is here within me
All that could have been is here within me...

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: backing vocal, electric guitar, bass
Gig Sassano: drums


REASON TO BELIEVE
© 2003 Trinity Demask

They say...
That girl's got things to learn
She took a dangerous turn
She's gone and lost her goddamned mind
She'll see the error of her
Ways and means, the madness of her
Leaving all she had behind

They say...
She's had her cake and ate it too
Read the book then broke the rules
Doesn't deserve a higher ground
The girl's gotta pay her dues
Cry the tears to sing the blues
She's gotta be lost before she's found

Is my vision too bright for the prison of your mind?
This path of freedom too steep for you to climb?
Well I don't need your permission to be who I wanna be
And I don't need your blessing to have a reason to believe

They say...
You can't live your life that way
You gotta watch what you say
The ice you're skating's growing thin
It's a matter of right and wrong
And you don't belong
Why can't you just fit in?

Is my vision too bright for the prison of your mind?
This path of freedom too steep for you to climb?
Well I don't need your permission to be who I wanna be
And I don't need your blessing to have a reason to believe

But I know...
She's caught the fire finally
Just needs some time to falter blindly
Into the rhythm of her game
When she finds the strength to hold to
The truth she holds within her
You won't be whispering her name

Is my vision too bright for the prison of your mind?
This path of freedom too steep for you to climb?
Well I don't need your permission to be who I wanna be
And I don't need your blessing
No, I don't need your blessing
I don't need your blessing to have a reason to believe

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: electric guitar, bass
Gig Sassano: drums


NOT THE SAME
© 2003 Trinity Demask

When did I shed my skin
And open to you once again?
Was it when you said goodbye?
When you said goodbye...

When did your demons subside
Their raging to let the whisper of love inside?
Would you have passed me by?
Would you have passed me by?

From fortune to famine, honor to shame
Everything has changed
Born like a Phoenix from the flame
I am not the same
Anymore

Arms wide and wanting
Reaching all, holding nothing
Sacrificing all that remained of me
But I am laid bare and broken
I am reborn and reopened
No longer blind, but now I see

Will you know me in the end
Between what is and might've been?
Will you even know my name?
'Cause I am not the same anymore
No, I am not the same anymore

Trinity Demask: vocal
Tom Demask: acoustic guitar


RADIO WAVES
© 2003 Jim Harris and Gabe Rhodes

So easy to see
Invisible light
Right in front of me
Thunder colors the sky

Standing on the corner
Of night and day
Leaning on a radio wave

So hard to believe
We live on this stage
Made of sunrise and seas
Full of heartbeats and jade

Standing on the corner
Of night and day
Leaning on a radio wave

It all falls together
Like a voice in the night
That sings through forever
A river flowing by

Standing on the corner
Of night and day
Leaning on a radio wave

Trinity Demask: vocal, acoustic guitar
Tom Demask: backing vocal, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, ebow, bass
Gig Sassano: drums
Michael Shay: backing vocal, cello



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